Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Superwoman

I know,
What you did and what you said.
I know,
What you think I don't know.
I know,
Who says what to you.
I know,
What you say to who.
I know.
So please stop thinking (or hoping) that I don't know.

Because you see, I have super powers.
Really, I do.

:D

Friday, May 10, 2013

In the middle of the night

The screaming, the tears that seem to appear from nowhere. They are all just too scary. And painful.You reach out to me as I writhe in the darkness. Screaming into the silent of the night. Cradling my tensed body, you do all you can to make the pain go away. 

Then as suddenly as it came, the pain eases. The tears stop. The drowsiness returns. I am suddenly aware of the warmth of your arms wrapped around me. In my sleepiness, I mumbled my thanks. You whispered assurances. Go back to sleep, I hear those words.

I hate cramps in the middle of the night.

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Being open

Simple displeasure, annoyance. Or just plain misunderstanding.
All could go terribly, terribly wrong if there is no clear communication.

But I am thankful.
For the way we are able to bear our souls, open our hearts. Basically throw it all out.

And come out of it feeling so much lighter.
So much loved. So much understood.

It's all so much better when there is clear and open communication, hmmm? :) 

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Drained

At this point, I am doing the best I can with what's thrown my way. So you have to understand that I am short on tolerance when it comes to trivial matters that do not necessitate any major brainstorming or thought mapping.

I support you by being understanding. By not pushing you to do things beyond what you are ready or able to do. By leaving you to your own time and space. By making things easy so that you don't have to worry about basic everyday pressures.

What I ask from you in return is to be patient. And when you are feeling frustrated, to save your sarcasm for someone else who appreciate it. I don't.

Is that really so hard?

Support me as how I am supporting you.
Or leave.

Monday, March 25, 2013

Buddy

Hey buddy.

It may seem tough.
It may seem frustrating.
It may seem hopeless.

But you and I.
We know.

We're tougher.
We give frustration a new definition.
We turn doubts into hope and then reality.

We kick balls.
'Nuff said.

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Special Someone

It was a date I went to weeks ago.

At first, I was a little skeptical.
Will it be awkward?
Will we not have anything much to say?
Will we end up disliking what we learn about each other?

Turned out, we had an amazing time!
And the minutes rolled into hours.

Even though it was our first real date, it seemed the decade that we knew each other counted for something. We talked like old buddies. Laughed like children. Opened our hearts, holding nothing back.

Yes, it was indeed amazing.

Life goes on after that.
Both of us swept by Life and Love.

Yet, we know.
We will never be the same again.

Monday, March 4, 2013

Paradise

The view as I head to get my cardio fix this morning.

Dream : To enjoy this view every single day of my life.
Action required : Get a flat-bellied, dashing sugar daddy to get me out of the rat race.
Reality : No flat-bellied, dashing sugar daddy but have a demanding job in the city.

Oh well.
Guess I've to find alternative ways of achieving the dream.

Time for home-hunting again, perhaps?
:)