Reason

I am a firm believer of the saying "Everything happens for a reason".
Always have been, always will be.

However, there will be days when this belief is challenged. Sometimes, even scorned at. Each and every time, I fight back. I hold my nose up high. Reminding everyone else how strong a believer I am. Even behind closed doors, there will always be slaps of self-reminder that there is indeed a reason for everything every time.

But today is not one of those days.

As I digest the news, I struggle to internalise my emotions and my thoughts. Deep inside, I know there is indeed a reason for this. And I would like to believe it is for better, brighters days ahead.

But today, all logic have been pushed to the back as my emotions forged forward. Selfishly occupying all the space there is in my mind and heart. Usually, there is an auto-reflex to fight back. But not today.

Today, I just want to crawl into your arms and cry.

The maybe cycle

In the midst of all the madness.
In the midst of all the excitement.
In the midst of all the confusion.
It hits me over the head. Hard.

And reminds me that Life is indeed so very unpredictable.
Never to stay too comfortable in one spot.
Keeping complacency at bay.

Am I ready for the change?
Am I able to meet the challenge?
Am I confident enough to take the step into the unknown?

The cycle begins. All over again.

Fret Free

Some days, I fret and fret.
Some days, I allow the guilt to take over everything else.
Some days, I wouldn't allow me to enjoy myself.
Just because I fret and fret,

And one day, I realised.
I've gotten so engrossed in the fretting, that I forgot why I needed to fret in the first place.

So why fret?!?

The Speed Song

We breathe speed.
We eat and sleep speed.
We talk, walk and play speed.
And then when it comes to our biggest assets,
We hear a different tune.

Suddenly, it's about what's right and what's proper.
Speed will need to be compromised, you say.
BS, I say!

Makes me wonder if we really are about speed.
Gah.

Walk the talk

You keep close to the ground.
You keep the floodgates open.
You are not afraid to face the fire.
Basically, you walk the talk.
And that, we respect.

Thank you for your vote of confidence.

Day by day

Yet another day.
Another race.
Another battle.
Another win.

Call me sadistic but I welcome the pain.
Because with the pain comes the gain.
And with the gain comes the strength.

To fight yet another day.

Superwoman

I know,
What you did and what you said.
I know,
What you think I don't know.
I know,
Who says what to you.
I know,
What you say to who.
I know.
So please stop thinking (or hoping) that I don't know.

Because you see, I have super powers.
Really, I do.

:D